You...[RP]

You..guilty for all my smiles...
no matter the miles...
You..never fail to amuse me in the slightest of ways..
I'm thankful to have you and glad that you are a part of my life...
I know everyone of em has their fair shares of why and how we wouldn't work...
but I guess time is doing it's part in aiding that...
Ups & downs,yes we have had it all...
but no matter how above I am and how below I am,you're constantly responsible for my happiness.
although I know I've done enough to have proven you otherwise at times..
I don't believe in true love,nor in" forevers"...
I do however believe in always,well I can say you're liable for that one as well..
Whatever the case is I know it's gonna be good...
Those times where I've doubted your love...
those times when my anger got the best of me...
those times when I succeeded in pushing you to the edge..

"Sorry & as much as I wish I could take em all back!"

For you,my little angel..
with wings of compassion..
I know I can never find another...
you show me that true love does exist to an extent...
Got my heart so full of content..
Something I never tought I would come by...
but here you are,right here...
amazing yet unbelievable..

Only you...understand me on the whole...
defying everyone else who's ever tried...
I know it doesn't work the same for you...

Life's hidden treasures?
well,I guess I have discovered mine!...

Y.O.U

This one's for "you",darling Ruby P!
With all my heart...although nothing fancy,I know...
p/s: Thank you for making me believe!

I love You!

while in the car...

On the way back earlier from Seremban,in my daddy's car..

I came about this totally random uncalled for rhymes in my head...derived,nor inspired by nothing..

it has been like good ol' years since I actually jotted down stuff or given much attention to it...Hence,I decided to revive them days..

I lost it after no sense of hope or light at the end of the tunnel....used to do it when I didn't quite have a life back in Form2 when folks didn't allow me to step foot outta the house...

Hope I have recollected it well though…

Umm..

I forgot la,ok?!...

Vacation

gosh!..I can hardly recall the last time this happened to me!!...Probably when I was the little fatty and had trouble getting into swimsuits which were meant for children my age!..haha!..

I been really wanting to go to 1 of those beaches in Thailand!...where the seas are like crystal turqoise...so blue & so clear,you can see the marine life on the ocean's bed!...

but then again,I guess I should be punished for even bothering to think about a vacation in this crucial time!..haha!...*still lets toughts wander*..

Anyways,Im really hoping I could do 1 of when I'm done with my finals come May 29th!...With really awesome company,not too mention booze & cash enuff to make us forget what letter "party" begins with!..

My idea of a perfect vacation would be where I dont bring along my phone & disconnect myself from anything tech,work,school,etc...plenty of rest...mind-blowing beaches & a whole load of night life!...fuh!...and not having to give a tought of anything else in the entire world!!..an ideal image of that would go along the lines of Ibiza,the Carribeans or South America...but funds could probably only permit Thailand...so.for now I guess I'ma have to settle with that...or even worse,our infamous Langkawi or Tioman!

'09-New Spring Look!(The Cake)

Now,I was goin through fbook pics...to be precise 1's on girls at parties,clubs,etc...u know the drill..I honestly don't get the whole idea of caking up on your face like that!..the moment the camera flashes..taa daa!..its like u don't have to play "cake" any longer at bday parties n what-nots...they already come prepared with the "cake" look!...or I'd prefer dubbing it the Joker face!

like wtf innit?!...

numerous amounts of fashion/beauty tips from your fashion regulars...the au-natural look...and yet we don't see any improvement?!..

alright,i do realise of the imperfections some of those faces have in store...those eye bags which could handle a month's groceries in em...pimples that gives that give the Moon a run for what its worth....yada yada ya...but come on la...there's only so much u can conceal...if u think its inconcealebale,then opt for a mask(a real 1,in case u're wandering)!!...or better still the infamous "under-the-needle" treatment

the only thing thats sparing ya'll from all these mockery is that its custom that people get high & the lightings just don't permit much sight for the "eye-sore" that comes with it!...but thanks to the inventions of digicams & their fellow counterparts,these memories live forever & go down in history!...

I'm sure as hell I don't wanna cause great impairments to my eyes in my years to come(not like isn't already)...

save the future!!....i know I'm no fashionista or some kick-ass beautician...whatever the issue is,im sure it's clear....

while on this,it also made me realise why people wear shades to clubs...haha!

procrastination

Well according to my lilttle Oxford dic here it simply means : to defer action

haha!...something so minor that i live by everyday of my entire life which not to mention causes major effects on my life as well!...and trying hard to conceal the fact that I'm going through it at this very moment(yeah,while im typing this shyte out!)...

it's like i was born to procrastinate!...sometimes i tend to think(or would simply just prefer to think) that it was coz of my entry into this world the word "procrastinate" landed in the dictionary!!...

oh okayy..i know I'm goin overboard...but wth? this is my very 1st blogging session...after reading numerous posts of friends & closes to kins,I decided to take things into my very own hands....and well,start this shyte...

I've got exams in exactly 2 whole months from now...my 1st year finals,to be precise...and thanks to my excessive procrastination,I've already got (or thinkin about) options on what would I do if I were to fail...although the very 1st option i think would be me finding a new place...after my folks give me the red light prior to entry into d family residence!haha!...

anyways,Im taking steps to continue with my Plan A..that is to start studying!=p...the 1st was to halt all outdoor activities which Im fond of (ie,mamaking,clubbing & trips to the padang for a smoke)...im quarantining myself & trying hard as possible to deter myself from everything else except for studying,that is...but.....thanks to modern inventions such as the profoundly infamous "internet",we no longer have to "entertain ourselves from moving a cm away from our  beloved cozy space...fbook isn't doin its wee bit to help me cope with this..although at times it does help me stay awake from the tiredness i endure after those numerous text-reading & boring-ass judgements...

I guess everyone of us endure the best of what procrastination has to offer one.disregarding the bitter fact of its aftermath....its safe to say though,that as far as my memory serves me right & following it religiously,it hasn't quite put me in place...so tremendously....YET!...so yeah...

im guessing my time is coming...hahaha!...i believe a lot of u guys out there actually have the power to fight against it,but me..i find every oppurtunity to go for it!...pathetic,i know...before it hits me hard,i guess i have gotta make my moves...right on...

I'm hoping that my new found blogging interest isn't gonna contribute to that factor!

til procrastination hits me again..